Saturday 25 December 2010

ஃ MerryChristmas ❄ *.:♡´¯`•.¸¸.εїз**


Merry Christmas 
to my all dear frenss


tis year 
i hav a great christmas eve
not 2 of the world
jus same as last year
but wif my junior
 damn fun
we enjoy it 


tat's really tired
im fall asleep at 5.30am
until 9.30am
then wake up to work

i hate work after countdown
but anyways
i used it

haha XD


耶诞快乐___

 no matter how I thinking of u
i must to put u down from my heart
then i'll be happy off than before
but i cant do tat anymore
bcos u stay deeply ady

i miss you

Wednesday 22 December 2010

ⒸⒽⒶⓃⒼⒺⒹ  ̄▽ ̄



i was coloured my hair yesterday.

damn like it

bcos makes me feel like I grew up ady

more mature for me right now
 
19 years of black hair 

finally get rid of


having said tat
i hav been a long time didnt update my blog

time passed quickly
next month is the next year
and tat's mean
im going to leave soon

i miss here actually
especially my smell of bed
i scare will homesick at there

but anywayss

I will be independent.



tis couple day
i was very free
except study
im doing nothings

damn boring
but i knw how to find fun

haha XD

tis Monday
i was rash to school examinations
 the results should nt good
but it does not matter
i can forsee through

at nightfall
wif my junior to the night market
eat a lot of unhealthy food
 chicken offal and chicken ass
only the brown we didnt hav to
Haha =P
but im vry happy
 
after returning home
has been continue online
forget bout the coursework
then i must stay up late

causes i was absent on next day
then specially went to school pass up
 
after passed up almost 7 o'clock
to go swimming wif my cousins
finally got the wish

Feel good> <
yeah~~

and today was decide 
sauna later on
enjoy it wif my aunt
mayb wait the rain stopped first
  
But now
I feel sleepy  
bcos the weather is really great

arh....
cant tahan ady@@
 take a rest 1st

bye


Saturday 11 December 2010

祝我生日快乐________♥




很想你
真的真的想着你
但只能接受
少了你的生日

我知道傷心不能改變什麽
那麽讓我誠實一點
誠實 難免有不能控制的宣洩
只有關上了門不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裏面

手機讓它休息一夜
難.想切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂 我對自己說

蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你 帶一點恨

還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂 





ThxQ my all dear frens
especially my darling
Ms.Chloe
celebrated and countdown my birthday with ME

althought 
at the last had somethings unhappy
but i glad have u all
bside of ME
love you ALL
muackzz
>________________<

Friday 3 December 2010

The Last -Ⅳ- Day


Uh.......
i hav long time didnt come to update my blog
bcos i was so busy recently
 although my current life is same
working, study
 but enrich a lot 
still miss him so much
i cant stop it
i really duno how
anyways
talk bout tis few days



Monday 29/11/2010
 went to school early for the exam
 research methodology
the exam is vry easy actually
but i was empty few pages
 bcos i forget for revision
when i remember it
i had no mood to study
Heart, 
vry depressed
then continued on the afternoon class 

is economics
 i hate tis class 
Mid-term exam didnt pass 
score only took 33% 
face to tis subject
i really no mood to read
 after class, me and elissa go pasar malam
two people vry boring 

the weather is rainy
but we enjoy it
it was fun to us
bcos i has no longer to get wet  
but had a little embarrassed
we also ate Laksa at pasar malam
it really delicious.. 
yummy^^

 Elissa                    Katstrine

 ~ ~ ~
after pasar malam
go to V&O cafe chitchat
wif Elissa, Yukiko, YiZhe
we take bout 2 hours at there
aftertat we continued
but changed another cafe
it is Sagittarius Cafe
i like there ><
mayb is the environment
or other reason tat make me like it

Katstrine♥Elissa♥Yukiko♥YiZhe


3 girls = 1 Pasar


Tuesday 30/11/2010
nth special
i was working whole day
it was tired 
but i didnt work seriously
bcos i do coursework at working place
hehe XD
im need to apologize
im sorry
 my colleague 

Wednesday 1/12/2010
i think tat is the most fun day for me
although the early morning i hav to go to school
but i still feel vry sweet
bcos had somebody fetch me to school
he is Ck__
bcos of my savage temper,
he had no choice 
must open the sleepy eyes and fetch me
today in class
the time passes quickly
perhaps it is a new subject
Financial Accounting 
the class was over
ask Chloe fetch me go to worship my father
bcos it's the anniversary of the death
wait and wait
finally she come
we specifically went to the my sis's house
aftertat we went to City Square
Ck also went to
bcos i booked his time early
therefore, he should accompany us^^
originally, we wanna watch movie
but bcos lack of time
we decided canceled it
then take big head pic wif Chloe and Ck


finished take the big head pic
we hav to wait about 20 minutes
 in such a moment 
we hav idle around the CitySquare 
and we also take a lot of pictures all over the place
 vry happy bcos it was funny
 show off now…^^

 Katstrine + Ck

 

wif my darling____❤
 Katstrine + Chloe


Time's up
we r going back home
bcos we need to prepared 2nd round
hahaha XD
wednesday = clubbing day
we used it ady
and i really like it 
but i start feel boring
dance until sleepy
damn tired 
but anyways
i enjoy it until last ><


Tuesday 2/12/2010
no work
no school
stay at home
b home girl
b a good girl
tidy up my house and my bedroom 
had a vry fulfilling day
these all...

Today same as yesterday
tat's really boring
but im so relax



hope u all hav a nice day

^____________^
muackzzz


Monday 22 November 2010

GAME OVER


everythings was gone

everythings has changed

everythings bout u is lost in my world


 27th Sept - 21th Nov
1 month 3 weeks
love story of
Ms Katstrine & Mr Beh
is OVER ~
 one more history of love in my life

Today all is over
our love
our memory
All bout u will stay in the depths of my heart
bcos im the loser in our love story
i lose everythings


In the early morning
u sms for me
let we break up
i had no choice
jus can only be silently accepted
my heart was hurts
i told myself 
not allowed to cry
bcos once the tears out
i cant stop it
and my heart cant be recovered soon
i told myself 
must b strong
bcos i hav to face a lot of ppl
my parents, my frens, my colleague
i hav to pretend to b all right
u knw how difficult i must do

I HATE YOU

but 

i still love you
 
i knw tat's vry confuse
i knw i shouldnt like tat
 jus bcos
i cant used it
my heart need u
 everythings was happen
tat's too suddenly for me
i not prepared yet

anyways

i will be fine
dun worried


good nitezzz

Sunday 21 November 2010

To the One I Love~



暴风雨始终来临
但一切都太突然了
你的转变
为什么可以那么快
为什么原因都不给
是我做错什么吗 
还是正如你所说的
感觉已经变了
变得不再想我了
变得不再爱我了
 变得好陌生
我好怕
我不知道该怎么面对
我不知道结局会是这样
我更加不知道你在想些什么


曾经的你
让我相信爱情里可以有永远
因为你说过
‘我希望可以和你一起在你的爱情字典里填上 永远 ’
但是现在的我们还可以永远吗
你只让我觉得
你的永远好短暂
我们到底出了什么问题
你都不说  我怎么懂

你完全没有让我们有解决的机会
你就已经把我们的爱情结束了
我好想大声的说
不公平
但我知道
我始终都会被淘汰的
可是因为你
我告诉自己该定性了
试着quit掉夜生活
我渐渐的做到了
而你却在我做到的瞬间
选择想要离我而去
我想告诉你
我不会为任何人而改变
因为改变后就不是我
这是我认为的
但我却可以为了你
增加让自己变乖点的条规
早睡早起
我做到了
但还有用吗

宝贝
我喜欢你
好喜欢好喜欢的说
我爱你
爱到每天都期待我们的未来可以很美好
我在这里始终盼你归来
当我差不多等到日子已接近时
你给了我一个很大的惊喜
我讨厌 真的
可是我有选择说不的余地吗
我该怎么做
想也想过了
哭也哭过了
还能说什么

也许我只能说
宝贝
谢谢你
你让我发现
我的心真的有感觉到痛
我的心真的已经住着一个你
我们的爱情
不算真正的萌芽
但却已经深深的埋在深土里了
想找到那颗爱的种子
其实还挺困难的


宝贝
信息里的你
落了那么多狠话
却始终不愿提出分手
难道连坏人也要我来当
我不想放弃其实
请不要推开我
好吗?
但我不想换来的是你的
同情和怜悯
我要的是爱的感觉
那份还没变质的爱情
可以等到你回来的那一天
再来好好的说清楚吗
你答应我的
你会等你回来后
把所有一切说清楚的
可是你食言了
 我只好接受
对吧

我累了
真的好累
可是我睡不着耶
满脑子都是你
你教下我
到底怎样才可以不去想着你


男人   晚安 
______________♥