GAME OVER

everythings was gone

everythings has changed

everythings bout u is lost in my world

 27th Sept - 21th Nov

1 month 3 weeks

love story of

Ms Katstrine & Mr Beh

is OVER ~

 one more history of love in my life

Today all is over

our love

our memory

All bout u will stay in the depths of my heart
bcos im the loser in our love story
i lose everythings

 

In the early morning

u sms for me

let we break up

i had no choice

jus can only be silently accepted

my heart was hurts

i told myself 

not allowed to cry

bcos once the tears out

i cant stop it

and my heart cant be recovered soon

i told myself 

must b strong

bcos i hav to face a lot of ppl

my parents, my frens, my colleague

i hav to pretend to b all right

u knw how difficult i must do

I HATE YOU

but 

i still love you
 

i knw tat's vry confuse

i knw i shouldnt like tat

 jus bcos

i cant used it

my heart need u

 everythings was happen

tat's too suddenly for me

i not prepared yet

anyways

i will be fine

dun worried

good nitezzz

To the One I Love~

暴风雨始终来临

但一切都太突然了

你的转变

为什么可以那么快

为什么原因都不给

是我做错什么吗 

还是正如你所说的

感觉已经变了

变得不再想我了

变得不再爱我了

 变得好陌生

我好怕

我不知道该怎么面对

我不知道结局会是这样

我更加不知道你在想些什么

 

曾经的你

让我相信爱情里可以有永远

因为你说过

‘我希望可以和你一起在你的爱情字典里填上 永远 ’

但是现在的我们还可以永远吗

你只让我觉得

你的永远好短暂

我们到底出了什么问题

你都不说  我怎么懂

你完全没有让我们有解决的机会

你就已经把我们的爱情结束了

我好想大声的说

不公平

但我知道

我始终都会被淘汰的

可是因为你

我告诉自己该定性了

试着quit掉夜生活

我渐渐的做到了

而你却在我做到的瞬间

选择想要离我而去

我想告诉你

我不会为任何人而改变

因为改变后就不是我

这是我认为的

但我却可以为了你

增加让自己变乖点的条规

早睡早起

我做到了

但还有用吗

宝贝

我喜欢你

好喜欢好喜欢的说

我爱你

爱到每天都期待我们的未来可以很美好

我在这里始终盼你归来

当我差不多等到日子已接近时

你给了我一个很大的惊喜

我讨厌 真的

可是我有选择说不的余地吗

我该怎么做

想也想过了

哭也哭过了

还能说什么

也许我只能说

宝贝

谢谢你

你让我发现

我的心真的有感觉到痛

我的心真的已经住着一个你

我们的爱情

不算真正的萌芽

但却已经深深的埋在深土里了

想找到那颗爱的种子

其实还挺困难的

宝贝

信息里的你

落了那么多狠话

却始终不愿提出分手

难道连坏人也要我来当

我不想放弃其实

请不要推开我

好吗?

但我不想换来的是你的

同情和怜悯

我要的是爱的感觉

那份还没变质的爱情

可以等到你回来的那一天

再来好好的说清楚吗

你答应我的

你会等你回来后

把所有一切说清楚的

可是你食言了

 我只好接受

对吧

我累了

真的好累

可是我睡不着耶

满脑子都是你

你教下我

到底怎样才可以不去想着你

男人   晚安 

______________♥

Happy or Unhappy ?!

Today is Friday

is tat good or not for me?

i really duno

i think is not a Good Friday

 my mood is bad actually

no working

no class

whole day at home

make the video

tat's damn boring

 actually i need go to sch rehearsal

but jus bcos of tat stupid video

make my life difficult

cause i cant go

the point is i hav changed my working time ady

but im successful

i use the time to complete tat video

i feel great

tat is sense of accomplishment

hehe XD

when i finished the video

it's ady next to the late

and the weather is rainy

i tot i cant go SG wif stephanie ady

but in the end

i decided to go to SG for buy my prom nite's shoe

it was vry rash for us

bcos we hav not enuf time to shopping

 but just 2 hours 

5 things i bought

i hav been shocked by myself

haizzzz ><''

always cant control to buy

i not feel good actually

 i tot my mood will vry common today

but im wrong

i feel moody at the last

i was crying

nobody knw it

i feel sad and disappointed 

jus bcos of my dear

MR Beh 
whole day didnt find me
when im calling
didnt pick up the phone
when im sms for him
didnt reply any msg for me
i try to hold on
but i was failed
today is the first time i get angry with him

i hung up his phone

and he didnt call me back immediately

 to explain it

So

wat can i do now?

angry him?

scold him?

ignore him?

or as no such things at all

i wan to cry

i wan a shoulder

im tired

i hope he hav a good explaination for me 

if not，the storm will coming soon 

good nitezz

everyone

NiceDay ☺

i was lucky today

actually is nothings special

tis evening heavy rain

the class was over

is time to go back home

but i dun wan get wet myself

tat's was troublesome if i was sick

i dislike medical

i dislike waste time

i wanna b a healthy girl

fortunately

i met a strange kind-hearted people to help

he use his umbrella

to cover me across the street

 he was sacrificed

i didnt wet at all 

vry grateful to him

ThxQ 

i feel good today 

im vry obedient recent 
haha XD

a bit smug

but tat's truth 

going to bed early

wake up early

didnt stay up too late

today go to school in early morning

to practice our performance 

is quite difficult for me

my body vry stiff

so, i learned a bit chaotic

but anyways

i'll try my best to do it

to my all dear frens

patient to teach me at all

ThxQ

hesitate-ING

2moro nite wanna go clubbing wif my frens or not?

im feel no mood actually

duno why

tat's 1st time i hav tis feeling

haizzz

should i go?

who can answer me?

dear babe

I knw you dun wish me to go 
but everytime 

u wont stop me

i knw u will unhappy

but everytime

u didnt said it out 

i knw u care bout it

sorry
>_____<

i'll control myself

dun get mad

okay?!

miss u now

muackzz

┣▇▇▇═─ TIME and You ✲

TIME 

can change a lot of things...

tat's I believe

it also can b a doctor 

to treat the people 

who get hurt or suffer from Love 

everyone need it

to memory happy

to forget unhappy

when somethings happen

tis is the best excuse we found

I need now...

these few day in my life

i never smile truely

feel like the heart is fake to face everythings

tat kind of feel really sucks

is feeling painful

i knw tat was an own problem

and i hav my own reason

FUCK

i cant let it go easily

if can 

i wont make myself feel moody everyday

make my life suffer

wat should i do?

my colleague suggest GTH better

No worries

No pain

but i duno where is the ways go to Hell actually

tis is the point ><

[lie-ING...............]

haha XD

i felt sad and depressed

can i jus lost my memory?!

arh....... 

in tis early morning

i found my hormonal imbalance ady

i knw tat cause by my trouble and burden

shit!!

i hate tat

i think today sure bad luck for me

hope my dear bside of me now

but anyways 

i jus can wait him back

= =''

it's time to work now...

  

bye 
>_________<

Мīss уоμ ❣

every day immersed in the thoughts 

miss until wrapped the whole person in life

I MISS YOU

i wan u to see u

i wan to hug u

i wan to kiss u

you feel it?

 

M-O-O-D-Y

arrhhhh.....

bad mood now

last night i hav fun wif my dear frens

we go clubbing

and enjoy it

but at the last i got a little dizzy

anyways i still okay

i jus feel guilty to my frens

im sorry 

i knw tat i shouldnt join other group of frens

i hv been lost in the crowd

and dance wif other guys

tat's really lost control

but i still can take care of my other fren who ady drunk

i think i am a supergirl actually

haha XD

bcos i can drive my fren's car  

and fetch them back home

almost  4o'clock i jus get in home

after remove make up jus went to slp

damn tired for last night

but actually is happy and excited 

nearly 5o'clock i jus fall asleep

OMG...

i miss 1 lesson in the early morning

jus bcos of clubbing

but anyway

tat's nt important for me

hehe =P

the point is im feel good for last night

and i still remember wat i do

tat's nice actually

then i jus go for 2nd class at noon

is a bit no mood

but the lacturer really funny

make us laugh non-stop

vry good >< 

aftertat go for work

im totally no mood to work

felt tired and sleepy

but i hv no choice bcos my working place nt enuf staff

fortunately

the time is quickly over

and my sale is not bad today

haizzz

until after work

i feel moody jus bcos a fren

he promise can fetch me back home

but he was late

and let me wait half and hour

damn hot....

wait until nobody and the gate was close up

i was really mad

when i alone went to roadside waiting for him

after get in the car

i was lost control to lashed out

im feel better after venting

huhhuuuu.............

now

i wan go to slp ady

if not i think my babe wanna scold me agn

hahaha =D

GOOD NITEZZZ

everyone


and 1 more 
Happy Deepavali

dear babe

i miss u so so much

and i always hope u bside of me ><

but anyways 

i waiting for u back  here

 love you

muackzzzzz

✖ Somethings is WRONG ✖

the feeling in my heart are no longer same as bfore

ur attitude, i used it

ur temper, i duno it

sometime we look like stranger

but i dun wan to admit it

sometime we feel like weird

but i dun wan to think bout it

i duno wat u thinking

i duno how many love u love me

i even duno everything all bout u

i found one thing i did wrong

somethings i knw tat no need to said it out

but i still confess to u

i knw tat jus as long as myself knw enuf

but i made u understand it

i never thought wat the consequences will be

u will mad? u will care?

or indifferent actually

i really didnt think bout it

i only knw tat i love u now

and jus dun wan to hav secret wif each other

sometime said it out better then keep it

but i choose to let u knw all

i dont mean wat

jus wanna u to believe me and our love

these all..

our love tat is come by the fate

i wan seriously to cherish it

but i lose the confident at all

face to u

i wanted to appear wif a mask

face to u

i cant let myself wont perfect

i care bout ur vision

i care everythigs bout u

i knw tat someday i would love until tired

and i knw tat's the problem

but i have no choice

i still cant b the real me in front of u

the cheerful and direct girl is gone

when i meet u

but dun worried

i can promise wif u

i will find it back and do better than bfore 

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

babe

^_____^